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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Episodes
90 episodes
Signs You're Awakening Spiritually
Have you felt disconnected, more emotional, or suddenly aware of patterns that no longer serve you? You might be in the middle of a spiritual awakening — and no, you're not going crazy.In this episode, we break down the real s...
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The Hidden Truth Behind Our Obsession with Purpose
Are we really meant to “find” purpose — or have we just forgotten how to live it?In this deeply reflective episode, we challenge the popular idea that purpose is something you chase through achievements, success, or rigid paths. I...
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12:14
What I No Longer Believe — And Why It Set Me Free
We all outgrow beliefs that once felt like truth. In this episode, I open up about the thoughts, habits, and emotional patterns I’ve let go of — not because they were wrong, but because they no longer serve who I’m becoming.Th...
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8:30
Your worrying won't change the future
Your worrying won't change the futureWhy focusing on today is actually better than worrying about tomorrow. And how to be happy with what you have and where you are in the moment. Stop waiting, stop expecting, and start living.#personal...
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7:52
When Darkness Becomes the Doorway
In this raw and healing 9-minute episode, Nikki guides you through the emotional and spiritual unraveling we often call the dark night of the soul. If you’ve been feeling lost, stuck, numb, or disconnected from your path, this message ...
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9:27
Give me 8 minutes, and I’ll help you discover if you're truly in the right space
Give me 8 minutes, and I’ll help you discover if you're truly in the right spaceEver feel lost or unnoticed in a world that seems to push against you? Are you questioning if you are in the right space, the right place? Imagine finding a pla...
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8:26
Find the Love That’s Always Been Right in Front of You
Discover the powerful, unconditional love that resides within you. True love starts from within, and once you recognize it, it can never be denied. This journey of self-love unlocks the deep connection that will change the way you love yourself...
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9:42
Why True Wealth Isn't What You Think
Why True Wealth Isn't What You ThinkChallenges common beliefs about being rich and why being rich isn't what you think. Exploring how to embrace abundance and achieve real happiness. Explore how true richness isn't about material possession...
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9:40
Who you are matters more than where you are
Who you are matters more than where you areWhat if where you are means nothing? We often define ourselves by our achievements, possessions, and status, but these external factors don't truly define our worth. Is recognizing who we are...
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7:20
Why Self-Love Matters More Than Approval
Why Loving Yourself Matters More Than Being LikedDo you ever feel held back by the fear of what others might think? This feeling can be overwhelming, keeping you from fully embracing who you are. But what if the real issue isn’t what ...
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9:01
What Happens When You Stop Chasing Outcomes?
What Happens When You Stop Chasing Outcomes?What if the very things you think will bring you happiness are the reason you’re stuck? We all chase desires, intentions, and outcomes, believing they’ll fulfill us—only to be met with disappointm...
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8:43
Be What You Need | The SECRET to Finding Peace
Be What You Need | The SECRET to Finding PeaceEver felt like you're constantly searching for something, but can’t seem to find it? What if the answer was always inside you, waiting to be discovered? What if the key to finding peace and c...
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13:46
What You Need Right Now Is Yourself
Maybe what you need right now is yourself..........Watch on Youtube! https://youtu.be/f_pQvG0WFm0
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11:03
Why What You Resist, Persist!
Why What You Resist, Persist!What you resist, will persist!For the ones who are feeling frustrated and overwhelmed with stress.#personalGrowth #stressrelief #lettingGoWatch it on Youtube: https://youtu.be/zsCm-9ZNSzI
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As Soon As You Stop Caring, Your Life Will Change
As Soon As You Stop Caring, Your Life Will ChangeSharing this with you beloved ones. As soon as you stop caring, your life changes. #motivationalvideo #personalgrowth #spiritualawakening
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7:59
The Greatest Self-Improvement Action You Can Take In 2025
The Greatest Self-Improvement Action You Can Take In 2025I truly believe that the greatest thing we can do for ourselves is to discover who we really are. At some point in our lives, we all find ourselves asking that important question who ...
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5:05
The BEST thing to do to not absorb peoples NEGATIVE Energy
The BEST thing to do to not absorb peoples NEGATIVE EnergyHow to stop absorbing peoples energy and avoid the trap of negative energy.Check out the video: https://youtu.be/PdYe3uey0S0
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7:15
Find FREEDOM Within 10 Minutes with This Guided Meditation!
10 minute guided meditation.Experience true liberation and inner peace through this guided meditation session.https://youtu.be/vDXf5XeUMxE
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13:46
Why you are alone right now
Exploring and discovering your own space.#Alonelife #MentalHealth #FeelingDisconnected #PersonalGrowth#SpiritualAwakening #SignsOfSpiritualAwakening #EmotionalWellbeing#SelfDiscovery #Mindfulness #Connection #HealingJourney#I...
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5:24
Without infinite hope you cease to live
Without infinite hope you cease to liveDepression cast a shadow of hopelessness. Check out the video on youtube! https://youtu.be/CfU0ku3VPOU
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11:01
You have to let go, it's time to give in
You have to let go, it's time to give inIf you are tired of fighting and trying to prove yourself. Tired of being tired, beat down by life. It's time.#Motivation #PersonalGrowth #MentalHealth Check out the video...
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10:48
You are always given a choice
You are always given a choiceNo matter what the choice is, can that right be taken away from you?#MotivationalVideo #PersonalGrowth #SpiritualAwakeningCheck out the video on Youtube! https://youtu.be/fZ8KUGApvCgThank you...
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9:00
Why I Chose to Walk Away and How I Did It!
Why I Chose to Walk Away and How I Did It!Hello beautiful souls,Are you stuck in a situation that's no longer serving you? Do you feel guilty about walking away from a toxic relationship, a dead-end job, or a toxic environment? In this ...
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