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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
Avoiding Toxic Energy Isn't Enough (You Can't Always Avoid It)
In this episode of Inner Pondering, we explore why simply avoiding toxic people isn’t enough — and how awareness, not distance, is what truly frees your energy.
You’ll learn how healing changes your frequency, how subtle manipulation works, and why real protection comes from presence, not avoidance.
If you’ve ever wondered why toxic energy still finds you even after you’ve walked away, this reflection will help you see the deeper lesson.
It’s about shifting from protection to awareness — and becoming so grounded in truth that toxicity no longer has power over your peace.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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