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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
Why Most of Your Decisions Aren’t Really Yours
Are you really making your own choices… or just following the identity the world gave you? Most of the decisions we think are ours are actually influenced by conditioning, fear, and what we’ve been taught to believe.
In this episode, we explore:
How identity secretly controls your decisions and choices
Why the freedom you feel is often an illusion
How awakening changes the way you see the world and yourself
How to reconnect with your inner guidance and true self
Practical ways to choose from presence instead of ego or fear
If you’ve ever felt lost, unmotivated, or like life doesn’t make sense, this video will help you see the patterns keeping you stuck and guide you toward clarity, alignment, and self-trust.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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