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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
You Don’t Need to Protect Your Energy — Here’s Why
We’ve all heard the advice: protect your energy. Guard yourself. Block others. Stay shielded.
But what if true energy protection isn’t about guarding at all?
In this episode, I share a deep reflection on what it really means to “protect your energy” during a spiritual awakening. You’ll learn why the real power comes from detachment — not walls, not defense — but from becoming the observer of your own life.
When you stop identifying with what’s not you, energy can’t control you. Toxic energy, emotional triggers, and even other people’s negativity only hold power when you attach. From presence, there’s nothing to protect — only peace to return to.
This episode is for anyone navigating a spiritual awakening, seeking freedom from draining energy, or wanting to live more from soul than ego.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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