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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home. This podcast is for the quiet seekers walking through the fire of personal transformation—those who feel the pull toward a spiritual awakening, to heal emotionally, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the "dark nights" of the soul, releasing what no longer serves, and returning to your inner truth. Through mindfulness, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about the "unbecoming" of everything you’re not. It is a journey of spiritual growth and emotional healing, not by fixing your wounded parts, but by remembering the part of you that is already whole.
When you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real inner awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
When Darkness Becomes the Doorway
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In this raw and healing 9-minute episode, Nikki guides you through the emotional and spiritual unraveling we often call the dark night of the soul. If you’ve been feeling lost, stuck, numb, or disconnected from your path, this message is for you.
You’ll be reminded that you’re not falling apart—you’re falling into yourself.
You're not broken. You're awakening.
This episode offers gentle spiritual insight, deep emotional truth, and a powerful reminder that your transformation is happening through the pain—not in spite of it.
🔹 What the dark night really means
🔹 Why your emotions are sacred
🔹 How to trust your spiritual unraveling
🔹 A message for those who feel “done”
You’re not alone in this. You’re not late. And you’re not too far gone.
You’re exactly where your soul needs you to be.
💫 Topics Covered:
Spiritual awakening signs
Healing from emotional pain
Finding your purpose
Letting go of the past
Awakening your inner light
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Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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